'What's the reason for this?'
'I gave up half way. Just too tired.'
It's contradicting. The dream was all good but the reality is always the opposite. Too harsh. Too hurtful.
Perhaps being truthful to self is the thing should be done. Not acknowledging the ideal imagination hidden deep in the heart yet forcefully instilling modest thoughts.
Or maybe I wasn't tough enough that the dark side went rampaging. Too horrifying. Incapable to conquer it and chose to avoid it.
Took a long path back home, hoping that the strong wind could calm the emotion. Couldn't help but break into tears when he came anticipating the good news.
Yes the dream is shattered. Reaching for the impossible as compensation? Is it worth it? Please give me strength to dream big again.
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