Feel like half-dead. Unfortunate brain shutdown in response to overwhelming stress. Too much things to do yet too little time to do. While struggling to allocate time for each assignment, more assignments came in without allowing rejection. Equal focus is necessary to ensure good performance. Mentally exhausted.

Going for work is as if trying to fill up empty punch cards. The satisfaction of getting a near-complete card and the depressing appearance of a clean card at the end of each month. Counting down the days to weekend every week, yet refusing to think about the coming of weekdays again. Working life. An infinite cycle. I want to end you very soon.

Comforting self that it wouldn't take too long. Looking at her does comfort the heart better. Finally I can see you everyday.