The Moment of Truth

So it's the time to face what we've been trying to avoid after our exams at the end of last year. Can't believe that 3 months had passed so quickly that now we must accept the outcome of our performances that time. I myself didn't sleep well last night, but thanks to my work, i was tired enough to fall asleep at 12am, however, found myself waking up at 4.30am. Then i could sleep no more till my alarm clock rang at 5am and so i woke mum up, since bro has to go to college today. Though i managed to sleep a little after having my breakfast, mum's and bro's wishes before they leave had chased my dreams away, but i still tried to get into slumber land for the next half an hour and finally realized that it would not happen. So what to do but to wake myself up totally, haih..
Since few days back, friends had been saying that i would get good result, and i must go celebrate and some said i have to belanja them, but sometimes exams depend on luck as well, so how could they be so sure about it? What if i was really unlucky that i couldn't get what they said.. I hate to see frustrated faces, especially when the frustrations are due to my failure. I still remember the time before i sat for my SPM, my result was like...kinda disappointing, teachers could do nothing and the faces they showed made me felt so bad for not excelling in my exams. I was so afraid and anxious before knowing my SPM result last time, but luckily i made it and teachers were glad. And now, i really don't know how well i did, it seems that teachers, friends and even my family expect me to get flying colours, it's so stressful. Mum demonstrated the way i should answer the questions reporters might ask me, as if my result is definitely will be so good that they will come to me. Dad asked me how i would like to celebrate after getting my result. Bro didn't say much but his only word pressured me a lot.. Why they've been telling me the same thing?
No matter what, i still have to face it myself. Though i may say that i didn't expect anything, i know deep down my heart that i want to score the best, that's what i've been telling myself since trial last year. Now i'm really anxious and can't sleep anymore, but it's still so early that i don't really know what to do, so blogging is a good way to kill time, that's what i found out since blogging, haha.. but i guess it doesn't work this time, haih..
Well, found myself a four leaf clover, hope that it would bring me luck.. So for all who managed to read this before getting the result, think no one made it, i wish you all the best and may this clover be your lucky charm for today, uh, maybe not today only.. er, and neglect the words below it, it was quite tough searching for it, that's why it's four leaf clover..